Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Dare to stand alone!

These are all pictures that I have taken while out hunting since my return from my mission. They all have one recurring theme.... What is that...




 All three of these pictures have the recurring theme of something standing alone!
This picture is an old grown over, beat up cabin. Even when we feel we are feeling old, beat up and alone we still have great beauty and purpose.



You have to look close but you can see one tree who has already changed colors! It's the "odd duck" of the trees, because it's "different." But in fact it is what most think as more beautiful. 

There has been one who has been counted as all of these examples. He has been seen as the greatest of all and the king of kings but has also been counted as the lowest of men.

Because of him it doesn't matter what we are called or how we're looked at, we can know who we really are. Just like the Savior was looked at as great in the eyes of some, but by some he was seen as not a great person. We know who we are  we know that we have the ability to grow closer to the savior and develope more of his great attributes! Let us all remember that we are daughters and sons of God. We don't need to let the things of the world distract us from our end goal in sight which is to become more like Jesus Christ and ultimately return to live with our Father in Heaven!









Sunday, October 12, 2014

God is Good!!!

Two years goes so fast! I can't believe it's all over already! Coming home has been one of the hardest thing I have ever done, however at the same time my Heavenly Father has made it easier on me to adjust to home life. I got home July 30 and by august 4 he gave me two job options and let me choose, it has been a great job and he is constantly helping me to learn the duties of my job. The job I started working is in construction, in which I don't have a very deep knowledge of. God has helped me so much that he would teach me how to do the things my boss asked me to! And by his help I was able to do it right! God is so good that he has shown me little piece by little piece what I need to do now to be better off in the future! He is helping me get applied to school so I can start my career. On august 28 and 29 he helped me go back to North Carolina to go through the temple with a family I became good friends with, and there they became a family for all time and eternity! He has shown me miracle after miracle! I found this scripture that tells about how I feel:
Mosiah 25:10 "And again, when they thought of the immediate goodness of God, and his power in delivering Alma and his brethren out of the hands of the Lamanites and of bondage, they did raise their voices and give thanks to God." He has given me power to get through trials, he has delivered me from bondage, not from other people, but rather the bondage's of everyday life and the mistakes that we all make everyday! I have many reasons to raise my voice in praise and thanks to god for his goodness and mercy! I don't know about anyone else, but I lose sight of how great our father is way too many times in my day! My goal, and I hope it is all our goals is to Remember more everyday! I hope and pray that we will all share our praise of our Heavenly Father and his Son, our Savior Jesus Christ with someone who is feeling a little down or just post it on your Facebook page for all of your friends to see! I had a neat experience last weekend while I was in Salt Lake City, Utah. We went to general conference in the morning and had a long drive ahead of us back home to Nevada so we decided to stop in at McDonald's for a quick burger. As we were eating our food a man came and sat in the seat next to us with his dog. we started talking and I asked how his day was he said" oh not to good, yours?" I replied " it has been great! We just got to hear from our prophet!" and then went on to tell him the comforting words that our prophet spoke, as I was sharing this with him he started to smile and you could tell his depression and struggles started to melt away! he then opened up and went on to tell us how he has a hard life but that god helps him! He shared some special experiences that he had with us and as we kept talking and bringing it all back to the sacrifice of our Savior the spirit uplifted and comforted us all and showed us how we can be more happy! I know that the Spirit will help you in; having the courage that you need to share, in having the words to say, in comforting you as your nerves try to get in the way, and he will help you to know who to share this love with! I am grateful that he has helped me recognize his hand more in my life, and I hope that I can see his hand more in my life and in the life of those I come in contact with! Please dont forget to share with others! :)

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

The End Draws Nigh!

If you like helping others then the life of a missionary would be a perfect one for you! I have absolutely loved being a full time representative of Jesus Christ. Becoming a missionary is a very special calling to have, because you are called to represent Jesus Christ and help others follow his example. This is a very big calling to fulfill so to help us become more like the Savior we have times set aside to help us study him and his teachings to try our best to act as he would. By using these times I have grown in more ways that I thought I ever could. I understand when God is moving more now than I have in the rest of my life.
The day of an LDS missionary has an outline for you to follow. The morning starts at 6:30 or before, you work out for 30 min, eat breakfast and get ready for the day by 8:00. At 8:00 you start your studies which consist of a small library of books, including the Holy Bible, and The Book of Mormon: Another testament of Jesus Christ. Then at 9:00 you start companion study. In companion study you talk about the things you learned from the spirit in your personal studies and then read from the scriptures fort he remaining time. Companion study is over at 10:00 at which time you go out and start teaching and serving in every way you can. You can take an hour for lunch and dinner and additional study time.You work until 9:00 pm unless teaching then by 9:30, plan for the next day and prepare for bed. Your in bed by 10:30 pm. following this schedule has helped me be the most effective in representing Christ and teaching others about him. This is one of my last days as a full time representative of Jesus Christ, and I want all to know that I love him. I know he is real and that he suffered for our sins so that we can have the glorious opportunity to return to live with our heavenly father! I plead with everyone who reads this post, even if your a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints, to please read The Book of Mormon, compare it with the Bible, and then pray and ask God if what it teaches is true. I know that that book was written with the intent to bring all souls to Christ who is our Savior and Redeemer! If you believe in Christ, you will believe in the words the book teaches. Please give it a chance and read it, then ask God if it is right. Please when you see two young men with white shirts, ties, slacks and a name tag with, The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints on it, and both their names are Elder, stop them and ask them for a copy of the book. Ask them questions that your preachers cant answer, give them time to talk and study your question and they will answer it. I know this is the church of Jesus Christ. What ever you do, how ever you are serving now, please keep serving with all your heart! Put your very best into it and God will make up for the places where we lack. I know this is true, God loves us! He cares about the little things we do as well as the big. I find comfort in the scripture from the book of  Luke, Luke 12:6-7 "Are not five sparrows sold for two farthings, and not one of them is forgotten before God?
 But even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Fear not therefore: ye are of more value than many sparrows." He loves us more than any other creation he has made!

Monday, June 30, 2014

Good Deeds Done Daily!

"Go about doing good" is one of my favorite quotes. It has helped me in the past to think of others before thinking of myself. This quote has taught me to do whatever will bring others closer to their goals.
 I watched a video the other day which is called "True Christianity." It showed how two older men who still love to ride their Harley Davidson's around. While riding they decided to do something a little different than they had in the past rides. They rode on their yearly trip around the state and just performed different services to people along the way. This brings another favorite quote to mind "lift where you stand" which means that we can all "go about doing good" where ever we are at the time. To go about doing good we don't necessarily need to go looking for it, because God will place those acts of service in our paths for the most part.
 I am sure that God would love for us to go seeking them on our own, however he will create opportunity's where we are. Specifically over the last two years I have seen this to be true! I have seen God place us in the path of those who needed an uplifting word or even just a smile.
 God has made us who we are for a reason, he has given us all gifts, and he will put those who need our gifts on our path so he can help them through us. I have seen many times where the skill set of one will perfectly help the lack in another's skill set. We all can help as the 4th of July is right around the corner.

There will be many people who are over skilled in some areas and not so skilled in the other areas, we can use our strong areas to help those who are not having a great 4th of July. We can help brighten their day as we all celebrate the foundation of America! We are so blessed to live in the land of liberty and the home of the brave! So let us be brave and reach out to others this weekend! We would love to hear about your act of service. Please private message Elder Colby Holt on Facebook with your story and see it in the next week or two's blog! You can also leave a comment on our Facebook page, "Called to Serve" telling us of your experience and we will include it in!


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Saturday, June 7, 2014

He is Risen!

The Risen Lord Appears to the Apostles    2:19
The Risen Lord Appears to the Apostles Bible Videos
 
 I know that He lives! He is our Savior and Redeemer. He sacrificed everything for us.
He has felt every pain and every sorrow we have ever felt! He knows us and how to help. He can be found and felt. He has done this for us, what are we doing for Him? When we see someone in need are we giving them food, water, clothes and the things that truly matter in life? Often times I can't give people these things, so I try to give them something that is more important, that is my testimony of Christ and of His church! I know that the Great Jehovah still leads and guides His church! Pray about it, He will tell you! No matter how much we don't have He will give us the rest!

Friday, May 23, 2014

What do you do on Fort Bragg?

What is the every-day life on Fort Bragg like as a missionary? I have gotten this question quite a few times from family friends and people who we talk with on the streets. Life on Bragg Is very interesting. It isn't like the other areas where I have served, In fact on military installations we can not proselyte, or start a conversation about our church, about the Savior, or about things pertaining to spiritual topics. We can talk to people about their day and how they are doing, but while not bringing up the topics we are bound from, unless they ask a question to us then we can answer it and set up a time to help them learn more.
 So what do you do all day? There are many activities which help others come closer to the Savior that are appropriate on post. We go and see people who are members of our church who struggle making it to church every week, we see those members who come every week to see what service we can provide and how we can help them! We get to go and talk with people who have asked questions to us or to the members of our church on post.We went out just last night and talked with some of the members that lived in on of the barracks and as we were walking back someone who previously lived in Utah asked us how long we were on our missions and how it was going and asked if he could learn more about us. We will be going back to talk with him and help him understand us a little better! We spend most of our time seeing active-members and less-active members, Teaching the youth and helping them prepare for missions and for the priesthood! It is interesting how the work happens but god always helps his work go forward even when it isn't as traditional as we are used to! This is about the outline of what we do, if you have questions please share them with me through Facebook. You can leave a message on the called to serve page or look up Elder Colby Holt and send me a message I would love to answer your questions!

Thursday, May 15, 2014

Staying True in the Fire Fight

This week I read these articles and I loved them! I feel they are so relevant for everyone in or out of the army. When we have hard times we should always turn to these five things!
These stories come from five Latter-day Saints who are in military families and they share where they turned for comfort during the time they were separated.

Turning to the Lord

I grew up in a military family. My father served in the Vietnam War. At that time I was a young adult but old enough to know the effects that military life has on families. I married a man who serves in the military, so I also know what it is like to be a military wife. I have learned that though the names and places of the wars may change, the impact on the human heart is the same.
I have great compassion for all who are facing the challenges of maintaining a marriage and family while a spouse is on military deployment. As a Latter-day Saint, I have learned that I must first seek to learn of Jesus Christ before peace comes. He is the source not only of my spiritual well-being but also of my mental, emotional, and physical well-being.
As I have learned more about the Atonement, I see that it not only includes the redemption of our sins but that it is the means by which our Savior helps us through our trials and heals us. Alma taught that Christ “will take upon him [our] infirmities, that his bowels may be filled with mercy, according to the flesh, that he may know according to the flesh how to succor his people according to their infirmities” (Alma 7:12).
There are still times when my challenges overwhelm me, but knowing gospel truths gives my life and my experiences a spiritual significance and they become a source of strength. I strive to keep my focus on remembering the One who can truly help. The Lord has provided a rich array of spiritual tools to help in times of adversity. He has blessed me with the things I have needed and wiped away my tears.
Brenda McDonald, Germany

Turning to the Scriptures

When I joined the military, I packed my inexpensive scriptures. They had come into my life near the end of my mission when my expensive leather scriptures were stolen. These scriptures have been with me through a lot of experiences.
They accompanied me to the deserts of Utah, where I was teaching at-risk youth. During that time my scriptures acquired a campfire smell as I spent late-night hours reading next to a dwindling pile of coals.
As I was beginning military training, my scriptures were with me. On days when our drill sergeants would allow us extra “cleaning time,” I would sneak off to my bed to read my scriptures. Over time they became the means of inviting inquiry from friends, teaching investigators the gospel, and leading a few of my fellow soldiers into the waters of baptism. My scriptures provided comfort and enlightenment during a stressful time.
After my marriage, these same scriptures spent many nights with us as we read from their pages. It wasn’t long before my scriptures were again forced into an over-packed army duffel bag destined for the sands of Iraq. They would accompany me in a backpack in the rear of an armored Humvee as I drove thousands of miles on very dangerous roads in the world helping provide security for convoys. My scriptures accumulated new markings and additional scribbles; they continued to teach and edify me in an otherwise hostile environment.
On a night like any other, the detonation of a roadside bomb found us and we rocked back and forth as shrapnel and debris pierced through the armor of our truck. We were towed to safety. After the incident I went through the wreckage trying to recover my gear. It seemed like everything had been destroyed in the explosion. Then I found what looked like my backpack containing the shattered remnants of my sleeping bag and personal hygiene kit. I also found my scriptures and dusted off the dirt and debris. The cover had only a small tear and the pages were wrinkled a little bit, but they were in amazingly good shape. As I flipped through the familiar pages, I remembered all that we had been through together and a deep feeling of gratitude filled my heart.
Sergeant William M. Deveraux, Utah

Turning to Family

As my husband, Brian, was preparing to leave for his second deployment to Iraq, I wasn’t sure what I wanted to do. Many of my friends were going home to stay with their families for moral and emotional support. A few nights before my husband was set to leave with his unit, I sat quietly on our porch swing and prayed. As I did so, I felt at peace with the idea that I should go stay with my parents and brother in Woodinville, Washington.
While at home I rediscovered a true blessing—family. My dad taught me so much about life and shared his passion for a variety of hobbies. My mom encouraged me daily to keep my head up and make it until the day Brian would come home. My brother, whom I had taken for granted growing up, was a ray of sunshine. On my “Woe is me, I miss my husband” days, he would call and say, “Stop moping and meet me for a movie.”
When my parents sold their house that summer, we stayed with my grandparents in Idaho. I am so thankful for that opportunity to get to know my grandparents better. I learned home repair skills from Grandpa and improved my quilting and cooking with Grandma. I learned the story of how my grandparents met and fell in love. All the while, I rekindled relationships with my cousins, aunts, and uncles from both sides of my family.
I am so thankful that I had been taught to turn to my Heavenly Father in times of need, especially that night my prayers were answered while sitting on our porch swing.
Now I can honestly say that, along with my husband, my family are among my best friends.
Tania Marble, Kentucky

Turning to Service

Every summer the same annual orders arrived in the mail for my husband to go to Fort Lewis, Washington, and serve as ROTC advance camp staff chaplain. Every summer I had resented the orders and the 3,000 ROTC cadets who filled my husband’s time. However, this year our youngest child was serving a mission in Italy, so I decided to accompany my husband to Fort Lewis. It turned out to be a summer worth waiting for. Why? Because I made up my mind to get involved with others.
I started by volunteering at the army thrift shop. Soon I was attending the Seattle Washington Temple weekly. Before long, I had developed friendships among the military wives.
The turning point in my attitude, however, came on one extraordinary evening when my husband invited me to go with him out into the field and say a few words to the cadets at an all-faith service. Seven evenings a week, chaplain teams drove to combat training sites to ensure each cadet an opportunity to worship. The cadets were under extreme pressure, and many felt the need for the Lord, some for the first time. These services meant so much to the cadets that even after a 24-hour maneuver they were willing to meet in heavy rain amid the tall, wet grass and mud.
Fortunately, that night we were meeting in a forest clearing under a full moon. Suddenly, it was my turn. My eyes adjusted enough in the moonlight to see the young faces of the cadets as they stood or sat reverently dressed in green camouflage among the grass and ferns. One petite female cadet appeared distressed as though wanting to cry out, “What am I doing here?”
With a prayer I turned the flashlight onto my notes and spoke of how much these chaplains and interfaith leaders loved them. “With the love of Christ you are their common cause,” I said. “They’d let you down if they didn’t look beyond their religious differences to see your needs. Perhaps their camaraderie is rare, but you are precious to them and that is what unites them.”
As I sat down, I began to feel like a member of my husband’s team, the Lord’s team. Before the cadets divided into religious affiliation groups, the petite cadet came to me, put her arms around me, and we wept together. Other cadets also came to share their tears.
I knew this brief experience would help me remember how much these cadets needed my husband as a chaplain. I realized that whether my husband and I were together or not, we were a team. We were both needed and could serve others.
As our ministry team drove back through the forest that night, I felt the love of Christ more than I had ever felt it before. The resentment I once harbored was gone. As my husband and I drove the last part of the trip home alone, I realized something more—the love of Christ surpasses everything.
Marilyn Nash Hull, Utah

Turning to One Another

Our children were young when I left on my first hardship tour of duty. As a family we talked extensively about Korea, where I was going.
At that time, letters were the only means of communication between service personnel and their families. Modern technology has greatly improved the ability of soldiers to communicate with their families through e-mails, teleconferencing, phone calls, the Internet, and a more efficient postal system for letters and packages. Most family members usually hear from a deployed family member once a week, sometimes more.
For most military families, separation is a way of life, in times of peace as well as in times of war. Separation has always been one of the biggest challenges. For most, it is a struggle to keep significant relationships alive and well while separated.
But Latter-day Saints with an understanding of eternal families can grow closer to God. As their relationship with Him grows stronger, so does their relationship with each other. During my time away, I reassessed my priorities and my roles so that I could be a better husband and father when my family was together again. When I returned, I think the relationship between my wife and me was stronger than when I left.
Belief in the eternal nature of families is a significant factor in maintaining a positive family attitude. Although separations are never easy, positive experiences can take place in the lives of those affected as they strive to grow closer to the Savior and to one another.
Colonel Ronald Hill, U.S. Army Chaplain, Georgia

Monday, May 5, 2014

What to Hunt For?

This week I would like to tell a story about Eric. This story about Eric took place hundreds of years ago, about 420 years before Jesus Christ came to earth. Eric loves to hunt! Since he loves to hunt he thought he would go to his favorite forest to hunt in. As Eric was out hunting he admired the many things in the outdoors, the trees and the birds singing, the slow trickling water running in the bottom of the valley. He decided to stop and think about how all these things were made, and how they all moved so perfectly without anything making them move.
Eric's dad was just a good man! In fact a prophet of the Lord Jesus Christ! He loved the Savior and tried to teach his family and all those around him about Christ. He helped other whenever he could. He taught his son, Eric, many of the things which were to come and how believing in Christ can help him.
While Eric was hunting in his favorite forest, he pondered the many things that his father taught him. He thought long and hard about how it applied to him. He decided to kneel down and pray to his Heavenly Father. As he did he had what he called a wrestle before god. He went back and fourth about the things his father taught and how they can really help him. This is what the spirit taught him! The spirit taught him: How to repent and as he did it, he felt the spirit testify that he was forgiven. After he was forgiven he asked the Lord, "Lord how is it done?" And the Lord said "because of they faith in Christ whom you have never seen." He learned that it was because the Lord will come and atone for his sins, like he has done now for us all! After Eric learned this, he decided that he wanted to help all others feel the same thing he did!
 This is one of my favorite scriptures "And we talk of Christ, we rejoice in Christ, we preach of Christ, we prophesy of Christ, and we write according to our prophecies, that our children may know to what source they may look for a remission of their sins." This is too my testimony and my purpose! To help others come unto Him and come to know him just as these children are coming to know Him!
We too can have this same experience. We can all share this experience as well! It is fun to share what you know about Jesus Christ and what he has done for you and your friends! Jesus Christ loves us all! He really died for us and after all that has been said the most important Knowledge of Christ is, That he lives! I know he does! He wants us all to return and enjoy life with him!

Saturday, April 26, 2014

Holy Holiday

As this Easter season has been coming to a close, I have been pondering upon the things that God try's to teach us and how often he teaches us those things. As I was thinking one day i thought what is the purpose of Easter? Then I thought to think of Christ.... then I thought what is the purpose of Christmas then? My answer that came in my head was "to think of Christ." I thought wow how often does god help us think of his son Jesus Christ? As I thought about this I realized every national holiday can be tied to Jesus Christ and his Atonement. The first big holiday of the year is New years day a time to "start over new" in one word that means "repent" next would be valentines day. As Christ was asked in matt. 22:36 "Master, which is the great commandment in the law?" He replied in 37-40 "37 Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.
 38 This is the first and great commandment.
 39 And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself.
 40 On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets." So we are to truly remember what love is, and to love our neighbor as our selves. 
The next holiday is St. Patrick's day which is about "the luck of the Irish" or in the gospel terms "the blessings we get." Next is Easter about the resurrection and being "reborn again", it is interesting to me how in the space of only tree or four months we need another reminder of repentance. Mothers day will be the next one I can think of and it is to help us appreciate what our mothers do. All through the scriptures you see that women and especially mothers are important to god and he loves and takes care of them. The next is fathers day, this helps us remember our fathers hope fully pointing us to god, who is our father in heaven. There is memorial day  to remember our kindred dead, and a reminder to do our family history work. July 4, is to find Joy in our country and the constitution and remember the hand that god had in the founding of our nation.
I will just list a few other main holiday's and tell their purpose, there is Veterans day a day to remember to fight for the things we love. The Book of Mormon says "In memory of our God, our religion, and freedom, and our peace, our wives, and our children—and he fastened it upon the end of a pole." (Alma 46:12) Which rallied his troops to fight for righteousness and they were so great an army that not one died among them. Thanks giving to help us give thanks to god for the blessings we have received, Christmas to celebrate the birth of Christ, and look to the many gifts he gave to us! Then on to new years again! God has given us all these holidays to remind us that he is there and that he wants us to live his doctrine which is: Faith, Repentance, Following the Holy Ghost, being Baptized, and Enduring to the End. With these holidays all through the year it allows us to choose to serve God or to serve mammon (Matt. 6:24; 3 Nephi 13:24) if we remember what the holiday is really here for then we can have it help us serve God, if we forget why we celebrate these holidays it takes us one step farther to serving mammon. "O how great the goodness of our God!" (2 Nephi 9:10) He remembers to remind us to remember him by giving us these great holidays throughout the year! How have you recognized the hand of God in your holidays this year?

Thursday, April 10, 2014

Storms, Anchors, And Saftey!

I read an article last night that I loved, so I would like to share a bit from it. The article was about setting a sure anchor. The author of the article talked about how he went on a cruise and the boat went into a beautiful secluded bay and dropped the anchor to secure the boat from drifting off. He saw that they were drifting at an ever so slightly rate, but to find that they drifted in the same circular pattern, and so they knew the anchor worked and that they were held in a safe place. The skipper didn't wait to drop the anchor when they had drifted into dangerous waters, instead they dropped it first thing and made it a focus to prevent them from drifting at all.
 This same principles applies to us in life. The author went on to tell us the importance of the anchor. He told us that we need to drop our anchor in a secure place, not on the sandy sea bottom of doubt, or the unsteady things of life, but to anchor on the sure foundation. A foundation that cannot fall. That foundation is Jesus Christ. He is the Savior, and the Rock of Our Salvation. When we anchor on him it is then that we will be able to get through the storms of life that do so easily set us up to drift. There is no end to his stability.
He can and will hold us in what ever we face! I know this is true. Jesus Christ is real! He did atone for our sins, he took the "price" upon him so that we can be happy and protected from the storms. We will be protected if we anchor on him before the storm and he will reach out his mighty saving hand to pull us to harbor if we grab on. He loves us. Sure the wave generated from the storm will rock the boat and make the journey a bit rough at times, However if we are anchored on him when the storm passes we will be more grateful for the peace and rest we do get. I promise we will be thankful we anchored on him, or that we let him pull us to safety. I love you all! Have a blessed day!
 

Thursday, April 3, 2014

How I Came to Know!

IT WORKED! I was answered! I am grateful I listened! I now know what I have to do!
Today I want to share how I gained my testimony of Jesus Christ's and his Atonement and how I came to know The Book of Mormon is true.
When I was younger I started to try to understand what was right and what was wrong. I went to church every week and attended all the meetings that I was supposed to. I was enrolled in seminary and was learning the doctrines THE CHURCH OF JESUS CHRIST OF LATTER-DAY SAINTS professes to know. I prayed many times to know if it was true. I prayed mostly because everyone told me I should. When I would pray I would feel something, but it was hard to feel what it was. So I would not pay attention to it, just like in  1 Ne 19:7. This would happen from time to time. When I was at seminary I felt strong that the church was true, that Jesus Christ really died for my sins, and that I could do what God our Heavenly Father wanted me to. But when I would leave, the feeling would sometimes go away. I could no longer recognize what I was to do. I would feel that same feeling as I went to church and attended my meetings but often when I left the feeling would as well. I felt it often when my mother and father would read out of the scriptures, and also when I would read out of them.
 I was in the middle of my sophomore and junior year and I was starting to not be as happy to do what my parents wanted of me. I turned 16 that May and was going to a missionary training camp. I knew I wanted to serve a mission but was beginning to second guess my childhood dream. My father strongly encouraged me to heed the call of my stake president and go to this camp. I wanted to refuse his urgings but I remembered the alternate choice he gave one of my older brothers. That week while he was home from camp, would be used to move the whole hay stack off of the pallets that they were stacked on and then re-stack the whole pile. This would be quite a task for one person to do all by themselves, so I went to this camp. I rode up to the camp with my brother who was called to be a service person at camp that year. That year they were putting on a metal roof on one of the shower/bathroom's. We had to pull the trailer with the metal roofing on it and because of it we were later than all the rest of the people.
 I remember as we drove up I was happy that I was missing the first part of the camp. I didn't want to be there at this point. I remember telling my brother how excited I was to be late and miss out on a few things, I also remember the words he told me, with disappointment in his voice he said " Colb, you will change you mind at the end of this week." pridefully I said: "No I wont!" I soon learned that comment was the wrong one to make. I went to the meetings and would sit in boredom. My leader there was that brother's best friend and I had a great respect for him. He will never know the impact he had one my life when he came and got me to work on the Big H medallion. the Big H medallion was a metal that you received for memorizing certain things. I did not work on it at all the first day there. I wasn't a person to memorize things. He told me that I couldn't let my other brothers who had passed off the requirements out do me. so I decided that I would memorize the material just so I could out do my other brothers. I started on them and one of the things that I studied that first night was The Book of Mormon.
 The next thing I read was the Joseph Smith story: "After I had retired to the place where I had previously designed to go, having looked around me, and finding myself alone, I kneeled down and began to offer up the desires of my heart to God.  I saw a pillar of light exactly over my head, above the brightness of the sun, which descended gradually until it fell upon me.
 When the light rested upon me I saw two Personages, whose brightness and glory defy all description, standing above me in the air. One of them spake unto me, calling me by name and said, pointing to the other: 'This is My Beloved Son. Hear Him!'"
  As I read this I was off in the woods by myself studying trying to memorize it and I remember thinking if it worked for his it should work for me, so I knelt and asked God if it was true. This time my plea was different from the other times, I truly wanted to know. I wanted to know right then if this was the plan God had for me. the question in my heart was is this true and if it is should I go on a mission. I remember getting up from my knee's not feeling anything. Being a little discouraged, I went back to the friend of my brother and tried to recite the story back to him. He was excited that I was really trying to pass off the requirements. He helped me and he sent me on to the leaders who I had to pass it off to. As I started to teach I started to feel a stirring that I didn't realize at the time, but as I continued I got to the story of Joseph Smith and his prayer and answer. I started reciting it and as I got farther and farther through the story I felt the spirit more and more.
 When I said the words, "calling me by name and said, pointing to the other: 'This is My Beloved Son. Hear Him!'", I started to cry and I felt that I had known it was true all a long and that I needed to start acting on what I know. At that moment I knew that I should serve a mission and testify of the truth I have found. I read a lot of the Book of Mormon and I asked if it was true and the same feeling of peace and happiness came to me and I knew it was. IT WORKED! He answered my prayer! I am grateful I listened! I now know what I have to do!
I have been so blessed serving my mission, to testify as a representative of Jesus Christ himself that The Book of Mormon is a true book of scripture and it testifies of Christ.  It tells us how to be happy, how to find answers to questions and much more. Reading both the Bible and the Book of Mormon together have blessed my life more than any other book. I have grown so much closer to God in the last 2 years than I have ever been. There have been many people who have helped me along my journey of life, but the most influential person has been Jesus Christ. He has gone forth and suffered the pain and the emptiness I felt and that all others have felt (Read Alma 7:11-13). He is the Light and life of this world! He is our Savior and Redeemer!

Friday, March 14, 2014

Double Rutted!

The Bike was feeling good. I was finally getting used to the feel of the handling,and feeling confident in conquering the obstacles ahead. I decided to relax a bit and let the bike do some work. That's when I hit it!
Here's how it happened. I started getting into riding dirt bikes more seriously when I was in middle school. I was with new friends and found a few that loved to ride. All my brothers loved riding and racing. They would tell me of the great stories they had and it caused me to want to ride more. It took me a few years to get up the money but I did it, I bought my first dirt bike! I was in High school at this point. It was a little run down and a little beat up. By a little I mean it only costed $300 so it needed a new seat, new finish on the plastics, re-built engine, new fork seals and new tires, a new seat cover, and a few more things. It was a 1998 Kawasaki 125 2-stroke. I Bought it and with the help of my brother, re-built basically the whole bike. We got it to run pretty good, and I learned how to ride on it.
Now that I knew how to ride and hearing the stories of my brothers racing, I wanted to start racing! The racing we do in Nevada is mostly desert, and you never know what is ahead on the track, but I knew how to ride, so I thought, and I was getting faster and faster. My bike was just not big enough for me to race with. There would have been no way for me to race and have a chance at winning, so I asked my older brother if I could use one of his bikes to race with and he decided to let me after I promised to fix anything that got broken. I started preparing, riding as much as I could. It was a bigger bike and I needed to get used to how it handled and how the throttle responded. I rode for about 2-3 weeks getting ready.
Race day finally came. My brother and I tuned up the bike, filled it with gasoline and made sure it was warm and ready to start. we lined up on the track and I watched my brother's heat take off. Then the next one and then it was my turn! We did what is called a dead start where the engine of the bike is off and you have to straddle the front fender and when the flag drops you have to jump on and start the bike, and take off. I was standing there all my gear on, first time ever racing, watching the flag so I could get the best jump! I saw the flag drop, jumped around and kicked the bike and started to go. I was in, what looked like to me, 3rd place I looked all around me to make sure I wasn't running into some one else. At that moment 6 Riders went by me like I was standing still! I forgot to shift out of first gear. I was so mad at myself! I kicked the bike into the higher gears and pinned the throttle till I passed 4 racers! This put me in 5th place in my class. I was excited it was my first race. I was in 5th, way better than I expected myself to do off the start! I started to relax and ride.
(Not really me)
The bike was great so comfortable compared to my beat-up old bike. I got about 11-13 miles into the loop that was 28 miles long and was feeling good. By this point I passed a couple people I think I was in 4th in class and catching another guy in the trees. I started to get to where I knew how to use the bike and throw the weight around to my advantage. There were a few ruts from all the other bikes, some big some small and sometimes there were so many ruts it was hard to ride through them. But I was doing okay. I was in a tight section and learned how to ride through ruts. I could hear the bike in front of me and was getting closer! I went into a corner a little faster than the others, there were a lot of ruts, and Wham! Before I could gain control I got cross-rutted and slammed into a tree! I hit my head on the trunk of the huge pine and it threw me right back on the seat of my bike. I hit so hard that it took a minute to regain my thoughts, but when I did I looked at the bike to see what was broke and if I could still ride. I did a quick assessment and found no major damage. I did break the front fender and had a tree limb between the forks, but I pulled it out and jumped back on and tried to make up time! I had to catch back up! I could no longer hear the rider in front of me. I hadn't seen a person in about 6 miles and was getting a little tired. I started to hurt a bit after the hard impact and adrenaline ran out.
I started to question: Why did my brothers think this was so fun and why am I here in this 105 degree weather riding this bike? I decided to take it slow there was no-one for miles. I just cruised in 3rd gear for a while. Then I saw the half way marker, at first I said "Ah man, only half way! I thought I was 3/4 of the way done already!" But then I saw some people They started yelling and cheering for me. They Told me to keep it up and ride hard! I then told my self I need to kick it in gear if I am gonna come close to winning!
 (Not really me)
I dropped in this gigantic wash and kicked it up I passed a few people who were broken down and kept going cause the sweepers are there to help. I then heard a bike ahead in the trail. It took us back up the mountain and I caught him! Passed him in the Tight section again and took off! I now had all the wind in my sails! I over came the feelings I felt before and the adrenaline was back! I decided to push it harder! I got in 2nd or 3rd in my class and dropped in a big sandy wash and took off. I was running in 5th gear pinned. It was faster than I have ever gone before! I was setting all sorts of new personal records and very happy.
I was feeling good and felt like the finish was coming up soon, when all the sudden my bike began to sputter and it died. I violently tried to kick start it again and again to no prevail! I was out of gas. I coasted as far as I could and then when it finally stopped I walked it off the trail and sat under a tree. I sat there for 20-30 min and my brother finally came by.  He slowed only to ask if I was okay and when I gave him a thumbs up he took off again just as fast as an arrow shot form a bow! I was crushed my hopes of getting back in the race were gone! I was done! I couldn't believe it my first race I got a big ol' DNF (Did Not Finish) I waited for hours till all the racers were through and I waited for someone to come get me. I decided to sleep under a tree in the shade so I didn't burn up. Evening came and I woke up to the sound of a truck coming up the wash which was backwards to the way the course was going, when I saw it was my dad and brother I was so thankful. I started talking to them and couldn't stop talking for an hour straight. It was so good to finally see someone who would listen and help me. We loaded up the bike and headed into town. As we road in I asked how close I was to finishing, and they said about 3 miles. I was even more frustrated that I was so close and didn't finish. After that day I was hooked on racing! After a few days I realized that I really did enjoy every bit of it!
 (Not really me)
As I look back at this race I realized that it could teach me a lot about other things in life. I learned that we sometimes have wrecks that throw us violently. We might get thrown into a tree and almost knocked out, but I Know God is always there to guide us back to the seat where we can do a quick self check and keep racing. Another thing I learned is, Although there may be time that we ride and feel alone there are always people there waiting and wanting to support us along the way. There are always people who uplift us and give us the motivation to press hard and keep racing. Sometime we have riders riding by and asking if we are okay, or if we need something. I was trying to tell my brother that I would love his help, but he thought I was telling him to keep going. right then I could have gotten mad that he didn't help me fix the bike so I could finish, however I chose to be happy for him so he could go on to place well. There are many more things we can all learn from this race that could possibly help us through life. Think about this story and any others you've heard over the years and try to pull something from it that could help you. I would love to hear what you got from those stories!

Thursday, March 6, 2014

The Flea And Our Journey on Railroad Tracks!

It has been an interesting past few weeks. We have had a lot of great things that have happened. I will start with a few facts about a flea and then tie that into a personal story.
Flea's can jump very high for their height/size. There has been an experiment done that shows that fleas, if caught in a glass jar and the lid put on it the flea adjusts its jump to the height of the lid on the jar. The experiment went on and they took the lid off the jar. The flea kept jumping only as high as the jar's mouth but not any higher. Even though the lid was off the jar the flea only jumped that high, he never increased his jump again.
This story is about a previous companion and I who were walking down some railroad tracks. My bike was broken and we did not have the car for the week. We were walking for miles in this beautiful land of trees, fields of freshly sprouted grass with deep green color, the sound of running rivers, animals of all sorts, and the beautiful Carolina baby blue sky. As we were walking the many miles to our destination we did different things to keep us entertained. At one point they ran and tried to stay only on the wooden ties of the railroad. This pulled our eyes off the things that lie ahead in the trail. We ran for a while until I got tired then we began to walk so I could catch my breath. The bored-ism began to creep in we got so bored that we counted kernels of corn that had fallen out of a train sometime before. This also kept us from seeing the beauties ahead. As we continued we kept doing things to try to entertain ourselves, which made us look down at the ground, and took our eyes off the beautiful trail.
We eventually made it to our destination,  and worked there for a while and our journey home was a lot less eventful because we got picked up and given a ride home.
How do these two stories have anything to do with each other? Well they both tell about our potential and our living up to it. We too are sometimes like a flea when things get placed over us we adjust to the height of it, and then we stay at that level until the thing is removed. The question then becomes are we going to now jump higher or stay at the same level? We often feel the things holding us down, maybe our jobs are giving us stress that hold us back from enjoying the time we can spend with our family. When the "lid" of work is removed by us getting home, are we going to try and jump higher by maybe playing with the kids or doing something for the wife. For the children when we get home from school do we try to spend time helping our parents, and siblings. In my experience of walking down railroad tracks,  I too often looked down not enjoying the things placed around me, at one point in the journey my companion and I jokingly said: "If a heard of elephants crossed in front of us we would probably have missed them!" At that point I realized that I was only jumping to the height of the lid that we placed upon ourselves. From then on out I tried to look more at the beautiful things around me and less on the kernels of corn at my feet (I counted 36 pieces of corn by the way,) and I started looking at the river running by and the field with blades of green grass growing in the field. We saw beautiful birds and animals. The journey became less boring and more exciting because The "lid" was taken off and I was able to enjoy the full blessings of gods creations.
 I Believe that if we can take the "lid off more we will be happier because it will change out outlook and we will see a better more beautiful pathway. There are a couple questions we could all ask ourselves, What are we missing? What can I do today to jump higher? I feel these questions will help us to "stay above the fray" and be a little more happy. When asking these questions there are two key things to remember: 1) Involve God. Pray to him and ask his will, 2) Do what you feel you should do.
Two video's to go with this:
 This one is a link click it to watch(Your Potential, Your Privileges)



Thursday, February 27, 2014

70x7!

I love when Jesus Christ speaks in Scripture! The particular time I am thinking about is in Matthew 18:21-35.
In this story the disciple of Christ, Peter, asks the Master "Lord, how oft shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? till seven times?"
The Master answered him saying "
I say not unto thee, Until seven times: but, Until seventy times seven." The Lord, when he came, gave us a "higher law" than, in the previous time, the Law of Moses. In the law of Moses it says an eye for an eye or a tooth for a tooth, but he says:


"38 Ye have heard that it hath been said, An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth:
39 But I say unto you, That ye resist not evil: but whosoever shall smite thee on thy right cheek, turn to him the other also." (Matthew 5:38-39)

Since he has given us all this new "charge" or commandment, he expects us to love our neighbor as ourselves, which means treat them better. Q. And who is our neighbor? A. Everyone we come in contact with.
 This principle applies to who is our brother?  Everyone we come in contact with would be our brother. Q. How often do we need to forgive our brother? A. Every time! (Doctrine and Covanants 64:10 explains this.)
 Which is supported again by this parable in Matthew 18. He goes on to say how the servant who owed a debt received a forgiveness of it then he himself went out and made someone else pay him a debt much smaller than the one just forgiven. The moral I get out of this story is a very special one. I feel like this is telling me to not judge others because I do not  agree with them. It also tells me that if I receive forgiveness of my many sins and then judge someone who commits smaller sins I receive a harsher judgment in the end. It drives me to try and be a better person. I try to look at others through the eyes of Christ.  Here is a link to a video of the story quoted above. (The Video!) Watch it and share with me how it made you feel. You can go to this Facebook page and leave a comment there. :)

Friday, February 21, 2014

Flying above the clouds

This is a very fitting topic for today. Here in Fayettville there has been a tornado watch and the weather is very rainy and windy. I got this idea from a video message that will be linked later.
Life is as good as you make it. you can choose to look at a half full glass of water or a half empty glass of water. We cannot change the volume of water in the cup, however we can change our outlook, our angle of looking at the glass and other things to change the outlook on the glass.
Our positive outlook can change the hardness of a task and can make a task more rewarding than another. watch the video and see what you like about this topic.



In the video how he said from a pilots view you only need to climb a little higher and the sun is still there! I loved that part. There are so many "storms" that we cant change in life like one of his was being without work and having to support his family. It was hard for him he just had to "gain altitude" or change his outlook and it made him more happy.
We too can fly above the clouds of life. It doesn't matter who you are, where you have come from, or what has happened we CAN fly above the clouds and change the way we see things to be more happy. I have seen this in my life as I try to look at the positive things in life I realize that my life starts to change and I notice that I get what ever I am seeking for. If I look negatively I get negative if I look positively I am more positive. I like being positive! It makes the sun shine day or night!

Thursday, February 13, 2014

What is Our Pouch Filled With?




Wow! Are we missing those small little fleck of gold?  lets see!

Just as the young prospector was blinded by searching for gold nuggets so heavy he couldn't carry them, we too meet people who are "blinded" by the busyness of life. There are those people who are like the old man and help others when in need. They take the time to teach and love those who they meet. The old man was very wise and was persistent to help, show, lead, and guide his new friend in finding the gold that would make him rich. The older man taught, and as he did, the young man began to enjoy the exact same activity; only now, because of his friend, he was finding the gold that made the situation worth it.
How can we share what we know with others to help them enjoy this life, and the many different situations it brings? A challenge this week to all the readers is to try and be a teacher, just as this old prospector was, to someone who is feeling down about their "river with no gold."
 I promise that you will be able to find someone in the next few weeks that you can help see their gold in their river. You might be able to do this by showing them the gold you have already found. Show that it is not necessarily all nuggets, but small flecks! I would love for you to share your experience on the Facebook page:Called to Serve.

Thursday, February 6, 2014

Which son are we?


So How does this apply in our day? That is a great question! there are many things this story of the prodigal son teaches us. When I read this account in Luke 15 I always feel that our father cares more about where we are now than where we were yesterday. We have all gone out and squandered something throughout our lives whether it is something that our parents gave us or something that we worked hard for. It might have been $20 and your parents said "now don't go spending this all in one place," and we did it anyway. So in a sense we have all been the younger son who wasted a gift. My companion when he reads this story he thinks of how we should not be jealous of what others get and also not if they are as blessed as we are. Both of these are true and I feel they are both things that our father in heaven would have us get out of this story. Here is a great video! See if you can see these points and see what other points we haven't mentioned. If you like something in the video please leave a comment.

Thursday, January 30, 2014

The All Watching Eye!

My teaching companion and I had a fun activity a few weeks back. He told me of a story he had heard where missionaries put pictures of Christ every where. Elder Nelson and I decided to put our pictures of Christ everywhere. We tried to put them in places where the other would find them as we were going through our morning routine. We had many pleasant surprises as we went through the next week or so. Here are a few pictures of the places we put them:
In the toaster!
In the fridge and freezer! Also just so everyone knows this had to be a Monday night or Tuesday with the fridge so full.
Elder Nelsons cabinet.
There is two pictures of Christ here. Where is the second?
Here it is!
One in my cabinet.
Easy one.
ha Yes even in the air Handler.
He watches over our plans and our area... Double time.
He is every where we go. Every Where! :)
One by the shower head.
Also one in the back of the shower
He's at the door. Also, in the bottom picture, suffering for us.
Got 'em!!!! Its in his protein bag! that was a good surprise for him!
By our heads when we go to sleep.
Yes he is even on the roof above Elder Nelsons bed.
At the foot where I sleep.

Following this activity and week of fun we noticed it helped us a lot. it helped us keep our thought solely on the people we are here to serve and on He who helps us with that. We felt it was because we acted like he was really there watching us, our every move.
 I know that he is "The All Watching Eye." There is a beautiful quote/poem I love: "Christ is the center of our home, a guest at every meal, a silent listener to every conversation." Annie used this Quote.,    So did Hyrum (click the link and go to their Mormon.org profile)
We found this to be true just by putting his picture up in random places. It was a great reminder of this wonderful quote/poem. He is here watching us and helping us. "But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities; the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed." (Mosiah 14:5) I know this is true and that it can help anyone that will turn and ask him! After all, he loves us!